So i almost got kicked out of college... on my birthday. The college meeting I had on monday left me a bit traumatised. Having 4 adults telling me my eating disorder is just an excuse to miss class and that I dont need to wear face masks (I have contamination ocd, I cant handle germs or dirt.) I'm getting worse lately and all i want is my bed. I dont want to go to college tomorrow and I know I wont feel like this forever but right now I wish they would've just kicked me out.

I really don't think college is the right place for me. Im constantly overwhelmed and it makes me feel sick when I have to go in. My attendance has dropped to 10%. I feel like crying I cant do this anymore

I got sent home today cause I couldnt find any overalls in my size? The college knows I have (mild) contamination ocd and sensory issues due to my autism yet yelled at me when I couldnt wear dirty overalls and multiple plasticy feeling layers. I'm just tired and overwhelmed and almost had to ring the prevention hotline on my lunch break if it wasnt for my friend mollie.

I really dont want to go in tomorrow and all I want to do is drop out.

rrghhh I miss it soooo bad it was such a good show im gonna rewatch it for the 570th time and the new season that just came out this year too RAAAHHH im sosooosososo excited I hope theyre all on 9anime.... OKAY I JUST CHECKED AND THEY HAVE EVERYTHING EVEN THE SPECIALS!!! AAARRGHHH JUST REWATCHED THE FIRST EPISODE IM ACTUALLY SCREAMING OMGOMGOMGOMGGGGG NOBODY TALK TO ME IM CLAWING AT THE BARS OF MY CAGE

College is so hard bro like im 16 how am I meant to get work experience in the uk??? Nobody wants 16 year olds grooming and taking care of animals by themselves and like rightfully so??? Like im so grateful to be in college cause I know americans have to pay to get into one but like come on guys let me complain college is a mandatory thing for us let me vent!!! I signed up for an animal course too not a cleaning course??? Its so tiring and overwhelming and I always come home injured in some way or another everytime I have practical!! I have it tomorrow too :((

I LOVE TERRIFIER SMMMMMM I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE THIRD FILM IT WAS SOSOSSOOSO GOOD ART IN HIS SANTA COSTUME OMGGGGG HES SUCH A CUTIE PATOOTIE

THE TERRIFIER SERIES IS SO GOOD ITS ACC ONE OF MY NEW HYPERFIXATIONS IT WAS SO GOOOOOODDDDD I RECCOMEND GIVING IT A WATCH >0<

aaaa its super good but the lore isnt very well done and its unclear how art the clown "revives himself" in the movies. It is just gore and gore and gore without much lore (haha that rhymes) but art makes it good!!!